Today, we quarrel due to financial budget on housing and marriage. I know you wanted to get married asap but unfortunately we dont have enough money to do both housing and marriage at the same time. So I suggest we need to save and settle one thing at a time. But you told me you dont want to wait anymore and comment that you are so left behind compare to others. I know this is the truth but do you know how hurtful to hear such words from a closest person to you. Its just feel like you cant give them anything to make them happy and that feeling totally sucks. I know you are stress and I have my own stress too. But I never use my stress to create uneasy feelings for you or throw nasty words at you. No matter how stress, I just swallow it down and try to handle things as best as I can, and you tell me you have no patient at all. I;m sorry that I not born with a rich family nor have a big financial backup behind me to do all the necessary things that I wanted.
I'm sorry to dissapoint you.
