我们还会幸福吗?

我们今天又吵架了....而且现在我们吵架的好像不会解决的方法.
我不是一个好男人,让你这么委屈,实在很抱歉...我的用词不当,我承认是我不对.
可是,我绝对没有做任何对不起婚姻的事情...

终觉得我们之间的幸福,还像一点一滴被现实和生活打败...到如今的不信任,不谅解,不包容....
我不完美,始终也会犯错...可我从来没有因为你的不完美而埋怨些什么...我知道因为今天的这些谈话内容,造成你很不舒服,不能释怀...也没有盼望会的到你的什么原谅...

那2巴掌,也道出了你心中一直得不释怀...这样走下去,不能包容对方的过错,真的能幸福吗?

我不知道...现在我也开始怀疑....我们还能幸福吗?

一个没有互相原谅,也没有包容空间的婚礼,真的能幸福吗?

2013-31st Jan

Today, we quarrel due to financial budget on housing and marriage. I know you wanted to get married asap but unfortunately we dont have enough money to do both housing and marriage at the same time. So I suggest we need to save and settle one thing at a time. But you told me you dont want to wait anymore and comment that you are so left behind compare to others. I know this is the truth but do you know how hurtful to hear such words from a closest person to you. Its just feel like you cant give them anything to make them happy and that feeling totally sucks. I know you are stress and I have my own stress too. But I never use my stress to create uneasy feelings for you or throw nasty words at you. No matter how stress, I just swallow it down and try to handle things as best as I can, and you tell me you have no patient at all. I;m sorry that I not born with a rich family nor have a big financial backup behind me to do all the necessary things that I wanted.
I'm sorry to dissapoint you.